I had fun with you.

For all the hurt,

The midnight walks

That turned into chases

Then back into walks.

Kissing you.

Holding your body,

And tasting your essence.

Targeting your core

And blowing you to pieces.

Cradling your energy.

The coming together,

And feeling together,

And leaving alone.

I had fun with you.

Now it’s time

For whatever it’s time for

And where are you and where am I

Since I last had you?

Who have I become

That now I only want to

Create a new world, and a future

That I know I won’t have to live in?

A future I don’t want to live in.

I think I’ve become happy.