New Dilemma

All the petty ways you find

To remind me that I’m never

Going to be more than

The amount

Of apologies I can give you

For the romantic rejection

that makes bitter

Even that for which I stayed,

And still show I care so much.

But I will keep losing

This way.

It’s my fault for saying I’m sorry

For things that I honestly didn’t owe you.

I mourn you.

And things just feel so wrong now.

I’d stayed because I feared losing you.


This is a new dilemma.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s