Because it is a dream.
I can’t explain just how it feels
But you’ve only seen a fraction of
Of further days
Envelope my burning brain
With memories that I’d be better off
Forgetting, or addressing
Anything but reminiscing
On the moods and on the challenges we knew.
And I have to bite my tongue
So often now.
To stop the stream of fairy tales
Nobody cares about.
And I rage alone in my shaking cage
Waiting for some distant, vague
Relief, or answer to the pain
Maybe a hand to turn the page
I have no reason to believe
Will ever come.
But I never thought today would ever come…
So until that day, I think I’ll have my fun.